Authentic Quiet Market Place of Swidnica which was during German episode called Schweidnitz, Swidnica is blessed by the fact that it suffered little damage in World War II. if I ever travel to Poland again it will be Swidnica, I love it in the same way as you feel like being in good company meeting a kind stranger.
Part III Diary 5Days trip Silesia Poland
THE NEW YORK TIMES International Edition – The Poets of Ukraine’s war
Diary, Legnica. When I left the airport Amsterdam, Monday, 26 August 2024, I bought the newspaper The New York Times and kept it in my trolley. I did not read or look in it till 2 days later, sitting on the balcony of my hotel room. I was pleasantly surprised to read a very fine interesting article on Ukraine, indirectly war-related, but now with the focus on a new cultural event. There’s an unprecedented boom of poetry going on right now in Kyiv. I quote the journalist in Kyiv: “Battle-hardened artists pour emotions into verse and find a wide audience.” Here is an example, a little stanza of a prizewinning poet, 29.
Every time you want to be wrong
About the brightness of those eyes
The eyes of those who decided one day
To die in battle
Are always brighter than others
Yaryna Chornohuz
Ukrainian poet and combat medic, she won the Shevchenko National Prize, Ukraine’s highest arts and culture price.
Olga and Ihor want to show me the village they’ve lived in for a while, in the beginning of the war. We drive into the countryside of unspoiled Silesia, mainly horizontal stretches of dry meadows and nondescript fields, parts of Poland’s extensive rural areas. No atmospheric pollution here, the Silesian landscapes are untouched, travel-guides mention an abundance of fauna, but so far no sign of birdlife.
Without any real conversation as if we are lifetime friends who don’t need words to communicate, we arrive in the village with the name Gniewomierz.
‘Brings back specific memories,’ Ihor says, and recalls the days in winter when it was hard to find food and they had to walk miles and miles before entering civilisation. The villagers were not friendly, he was unwelcome there, not really supported. But he felt safe, could not be hit by a Russian bomb, that’s the main thing. He believed the war would not last long. How wrong he was.
The village with the name GNIEWOMIERZ – Swan’s Lake
Olga smiles, she is particularly proud to drive the Big New Car and hopes everybody in the village will see her in control behind the steering wheel, she drives slowly to demonstrate this sensational situation. How envious the old villagers will be when they see how well the Ukrainian woman, the poor refugee, is doing now after a punishing time of isolation and lack of private transport.
There is just nobody in the village, nobody visible, nobody in the streets, no traffic, nothing, its looks deserted and its small, we have left the main street already, so we turn around and start another slow drive trough the village. There must be some-one alive. Or are they hiding? Like aliens afraid for daylight.
‘There’s a pigs farm,’ Ihor points at a farmer’s house next to a muddy field where I can see a few black fat pigs crawling in the dirt, I can smell them, funny, I like pigs, sensitive animals, but not when they are human. Ihor is in a good mood. ‘There’s a lake here, I will show you,’ he says.
We stop and park the car, we get out stretching our legs and walk to the lake. I can feel tension building up, the way Ihor and Olga are exploring the place. No watchdogs. For me it’s a surprise, we have come to a very romantic place, once there’s was a bar and terrace but now its empty deserted neglected unmaintained. The silence is like a horror-effect. This lake is full of fishes, but nobody may fish in it, they need a permission which they will never get because the owner of the lake is an anti-social entrepreneur.
Ihor points toward the centre of the lake, carpers splashing up to the surface and white swans with their for ever majestic posture are swimming in the corner. We sit down for a while, Olga takes pictures and I take a picture too, a house still under construction draws my attention, its not finished and probably destined to become a ruin in nearby future.
Olga’s photograph, she really likes taking pictures, uses photography as a medium of expression, looking for sparkling or sad moments. Ihor and me sitting on deserted terrace of the Swann’s Lake in village Gniewomierz, ponding on our own reminiscens.
The war with Russia – What is it really all about? This HEAVY Shit
The war Russia has started brought a flood of suffering and hate, wounded hearts, but Ihor doesn’t feel like that, suffering and wounded yes, true, but no hate, he understands something I do not understand, although I am familiar with meaningless absurdism. Maybe I guess its a special psychological mechanism in action, mechanism for survival.
As for me, fearlessly living in prosperity, my life in Western Europe, has become a walk in the park, for me this mechanism of survival is like a strange force which I will never experience. Maybe it would feel like being exiled, impossible to return to native country, as a criminal sent into exile (Napoleon).
Ihor apparently reconciled, is okay has accepted the situation, the fact he’s being victimized by the war does not outbalance him that much. I personally as an observant outsider see only absolute zero understandability, no logic, I understand not a bit of it. What is it really all about? One way or the other, it does not matter, the war is totally crazy anyway.
Happy death
The photogenic pile of sand in front of the building, where the garden maybe was planned, the shape of it reminds me of an open grave waiting to be filled later with this sand. Funerals, how many have I had? How many more to come? Death and the good live. I remember Italian genius artist Leonardo da Vinci, I quote him as an Enlightenment Thinker: ‘Just a day well spent brings happy sleep, a life well spend brings happy death.’